starmagnolia

 every time i close my eyes      yours are all i see           and visions of our life together if what could be would be radiant elegant lovely too      and that s only skin deep           you re all that comprehends me                your laughter stays with me in sleep but while i can see your eyes i have not seen your heart     i want to know you to your very core          and never be apart i suppose it s too late anyhow years of stagnance years of fear we will never know ourselves as one for now we part ways here     perhaps we ll have some second chance          and who could tell us how i know i could be

I can't make you see me Or hear the words I say. Can scarcely breathe; Wouldn't care anyway. Know you don't mind But I can't take it. Can't be silent Or I won't make it. See you tune me out With your vacant stare. In this big house Alone; No one's there. Won't hear my cries And I can't fake it- I can't be silent Or I won't make it. Your roses are red, But my heart is blue. I'm feeling dead Thanks to you. I'll take my shit; Can't be silent. Know I'll make it, I've got my violets.